I keep finding myself coming back to check dA. For what? Well, I don't know. It's not like I comment on anything that shows up in my message center. If I do comment, it's a cynical remark with little merit.

So why do I keep checking back?

Maybe it's because it's spring now. Maybe it's because I'm sick (sinus infection) and have nothing to do. Maybe it's because I have an itch for that artistic bullshit.

Aha! I figured it out. I stopped taking meds and they are likely out of my system now. I feel like I woke up, like I'm paying attention. I feel cognizant, but that word doesn't effectively describe it. A year and a half of my life went by without fail, without notice really.

Oh well, what's next? I feel like doing something.