So here's the follow up to the depression journal... I've had a mind-numbing headache for eight days now. I am lethargic and tired all the time. I am having these very strange "electric shock" sensations, similar to this. My ADD is kicking my ass and my memory is in lapse. I've also lost 40 pounds in the last two months without dieting or even attempting to lose weight.

Basically, I am fucked up.

This all started eight days ago Friday during my lunch break. I walked two blocks from the clinic down to McD's, got my McOverpricedSalad, and went home to chow down. As soon as I was done eating I felt this debilitating headache coming on. I went back to work and about 20 minutes later was feeling the worst I have ever felt in my entire left. It felt like my brain was trying to be emo and cut its wrists off.

Fast forward three days and into my doctor's office: Apparently I have no reason for these symptoms so I get to be poked and prodded for the remained of the week to find out what's wrong with me. Blood tests, MRIs, CT Scans, loads of reading Wikipedia and medical journals, wallowing in pain and absolutely no reason for this to be happening to me. I guess I have to blame McDonald's for this one.

All I can say is this really sucks. My mental clarity has been taken from me: the physical act of thinking produces more pain. These little brain zaps I'm getting, well, I can't even drive anymore because if they happen while I'm on the highway I'd probably wreck and kill 30 people. Typing out this journal was an undertaking as my brain doesn't want to form grammatically correct sentence structure and my fucking out-of-control ADD is running rampant.

And what a shitty time for this to be happening too. I'm trying to work on all that Tendron stuff so I can start selling t-shirts.